Now I am home the summer, after my sophomore year of college, used to working 20 hours a week, taking classes and being in a sorority I am doing less work than ever. I have two jobs and an internship but I still find myself bored. I have never wanted to work so bad. I never thought I would ever be begging to work but right now I am.
This has lead me to believe that I either hate being in my house or an a bit of a workaholic. So today when I spend the day not working like I have been spending my days I thought about it and I have come to no conclusion. I think that I am both. There is of course my very large need for money that doesn’t help me relax when I am not working.
This is what makes me sad about my internship and that is what makes it hard for me. I have to keep telling myself that it is good for the future and that it is all a learning experience. I just wish learning experiences came with more money.